How To: Appreciate

     Today has been a long day and the past months have gone by too fast. I have been unemployed for too long. I have been playing guitar downtown on the weekends once in a while to make money. But thats it so far. All the health food stores around me are crowded but a whole foods is being built right next to me. So I must be patient. Life can be so hectic and random sometimes.

     It's really funny that Emerson says that. Most of my life has been a wild experiment. This experiment became dangerous in my youth through my early teens. Now the experiments I am making are so productive and I am glad to see the growth in myself. Ralph Waldo Emerson actually happens to be my great great great great uncle. I did not find this out until senior year of high school.
     I opened a literature book to his essay Nature and the whole time I read it I was amazed. I thought to myself, "If I had strong grammer skills and lived in a century of no technology I would have wrote those words." Then I went home to call my friend and message her Emerson's essay so she could see how awesome this writer was. When I was on the phone telling my friend my dad walked up and said, "Hey are you doing a project on your great great great great uncle?" and I was like, "SAY WHAT!?!?!?." Crazy, huh? Life is so magical.
     Im excited tonight I am going to a get together. I need to get out anyway. Im locked away at home while the love of my life goes to my dream job at a health food store. At least he got the job I wanted right? Lol. The Universe brought it to me even though it wasn't exactly for Me. Plus I get a sweet discount. La Vita e Bella.